"last supper"

So I'm having some issues with "last supper" syndrome.
I know that as of this coming Wednesday Feb 10th I will be starting a 3 week liquid diet. This diet will consist of 5 high protein ENSURE and one glass of skim milk, as well as 2 liters of calorie free liquid.
I seem to be wanting everything I know I will no longer be able to have starting Wednesday, but on the bright side I am not actually indulging in everything.
I have decided that on Sunday I will be going out for All You Can Eat Crab. This will be my final eating out meal for a long time.
I have also done all of my shopping for my post surgery full fluid meals.
Things seem to be coming together as my countdown continues.